If happy ever after did exist

I don't feel sorry for you , I am not happy , not even close to sad . It just strikes , it hits , what you do , how you react , I swear I am not a type of person that bitch around about our stories , its just I don't want to talk to you and I hope you read this , and could just reflect yourself . I love you , but sometimes love hurts and sometimes   if you're not meant to be then you're not . Cause you didn't make things any better . Mock about me didn't make you any better , I am just sad that you could say such things . So now , i wanna put a stop to us . No more you and me , no more happy ever after , no more plans , no more promises and no more us against the world . There's only you and your life . Be happy , take care .

Real bestfriend who walks in when the rest of the world walks out


 I will miss all those epic memories , and no matter how time flies and Iknow I will miss them especiall when we're all moving in , on our lives

Loving you could be a crime

So i am standing here all by my own again , all over again dear . And here i am at the situation where you swear to me you wouldn't do it again . Iam not even sad , i am not even sad about it , but i am not exactly happy I know if i place an expectation I would be disappointed . But i was so dumb that i expect the best i hope the best i expect too much from you . Now the situation is different , you're back with her back with this fucked up attitude . Treat me like a total bullshit like as if i never made you smile . Life has change , i wish i has an eraser of life so that i could erase you forever , yes i know that you doesn't love me anymore . And yes i know i am the one that leave . And yes again , here i stand excepting the love i think i deserve . I had to be strong telling around im fine doing good without you . Cause baby there's one thing that i swear i wouldn't say , GOODBYE LOVE , I LOVE YOU . Till then , till we meet again . :) Once an ex , so its all past tense . But its hard , i believe ..

Time does not change us , it just unfolds us .


Realise it or not , it's almost a year that i've stop blogging . I don't know why i'm back but yes IM ALREADY HERE . You know some fear can be good . When you're afraid things are going to get worse , it can prompt you into action .
Take a deep breath
I just happen to see some unexpected things happened to me , yes i'm afraid . But however stressful the situation , it'll be fine . Dear people out there , don't be afraid of trying , don't be afraid of falling . Because you'll stand back where you're suppose to be with a BETTER YOU .



Everything happen for a reason .
Nabila .

Nabila